Honestly Clarine is fond enough of him for him to be a murderdog... BUT ANYWAY RIGHT.
So he didn't make a good impression on her at first, obviously. First, he was ALL ABOUT MURDER, and then he was popcorning Sephiroth's execution and those did not make good impressions. Clarine was pretty convinced that she was stuck being a General with a psychopath and she was Not Happy about it.
But that actually changed pretty quickly. Orion died and Tsurumaru was legitimately sad about it, and he wanted her to pray for the souls of the departed, and Clarine was scattered enough that she hadn't even thought about it. She was grateful he brought it up, because it was important to her too, and it made her feel a little better about how awful everything was as generals. That's when she started to realize that she had misjudged him, and she started to be a lot more open-minded about him.
WHICH IS REALLY SHITTY because then he died!!!! He even gave that big speech about how he'd be checked by Auger and die in the trial AND THEN HE DIED AT NIGHT. Clarine was really upset about it and she couldn't even show it because she had to pretend that she didn't know him... either way, she felt incredibly sad and it just made her realize how much she really did treasure him, even if she didn't completely understand him. She understood that he was afraid to be left behind, at least, and she was sad that he'd be alone now, even if she hadn't been the one to leave him behind. She really wanted to keep that promise that they would always be there for him.
So he was one of the things keeping her going even when things got hard. Because she had to keep her promise and make sure he wasn't sad, and make sure that he was not alone or lonely. SHE FOUGHT HARD FOR YOU, TSURU because he was part of her precious family after all.
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Honestly Clarine is fond enough of him for him to be a murderdog... BUT ANYWAY RIGHT.
So he didn't make a good impression on her at first, obviously. First, he was ALL ABOUT MURDER, and then he was popcorning Sephiroth's execution and those did not make good impressions. Clarine was pretty convinced that she was stuck being a General with a psychopath and she was Not Happy about it.
But that actually changed pretty quickly. Orion died and Tsurumaru was legitimately sad about it, and he wanted her to pray for the souls of the departed, and Clarine was scattered enough that she hadn't even thought about it. She was grateful he brought it up, because it was important to her too, and it made her feel a little better about how awful everything was as generals. That's when she started to realize that she had misjudged him, and she started to be a lot more open-minded about him.
WHICH IS REALLY SHITTY because then he died!!!! He even gave that big speech about how he'd be checked by Auger and die in the trial AND THEN HE DIED AT NIGHT. Clarine was really upset about it and she couldn't even show it because she had to pretend that she didn't know him... either way, she felt incredibly sad and it just made her realize how much she really did treasure him, even if she didn't completely understand him. She understood that he was afraid to be left behind, at least, and she was sad that he'd be alone now, even if she hadn't been the one to leave him behind. She really wanted to keep that promise that they would always be there for him.
So he was one of the things keeping her going even when things got hard. Because she had to keep her promise and make sure he wasn't sad, and make sure that he was not alone or lonely. SHE FOUGHT HARD FOR YOU, TSURU because he was part of her precious family after all.
ps: stop sinning pls